I just want to run away with my dogs and be left alone forever. I want my 9 and 12 year old dogs to be able to live as long as I can. They deserve it more anyway. I want my own house. Not apartment. House. Where if I want to smoke a cigarette outside while I cry I don’t have to look 10 feet to my right and see my neighbor on the balcony next to me asking me what’s wrong. I need a car. So badly that it’s ruining my life. I need to fall out of love and forget the plans I have set in stone for the rest of my life with someone I can’t stop fighting with but can’t bare to leave. I need my parents to fuck off. I need more money than I can ever fathom saving in my entire life. Is that so much to ask?